Jim Stitzel

Jack-of-All-Trades, Master of Words

Excerpts from Life

Of Fickle “Friendships”

Of Fickle “Friendships”

Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve seen two people from my inner support circle leave that circle. The choice was theirs to make. And while I attempted to repair those broken bonds, no healing was possible. In both cases I don’t believe there was anything I did that was wrong or any action I took that was incorrect — and believe me, I looked.

4:30am

4:30am

It's 4:30am and I'm wide awake already. It appears it's going to be yet another short night, which means I'm going to be running my day on a sleep deficit. This is nothing new. I've been living my life like this for months now. It just means I'm going to have to be...

Following Medical Directions

Following Medical Directions

So, I messed up. Sort of. I followed my doctor’s directions, even when I was pretty sure I shouldn’t. You see, almost two weeks ago, he put me on Abilify because my Effexor had stopped working for me. I’d fallen into a deep state of depression for almost five days, and I was the most miserable that I’ve been since that day three-and-a-half years ago when I was admitted to the hospital. I wasn’t suicidal this time, but I was suffering deeply, and I was ready for some relief.

Fiction

Body-Walker

Body-Walker

She was lost. She’d only stepped out of her body for a moment, but somehow that was all it took to lose it. Now she was untethered in an astral way and had no way to get back to her own body. So she decided to borrow someone else’s. She found a lady nearby who was...

Emerging from the Dark

Emerging from the Dark

We emerged from the tunnels back into Haven just as a search party was about to leave to look for us. We described our journey, our adventure, to the others as they listened with rapt attention. All the while, you had an arm around my waist, and I had one around your...

Walking in the Dark

Walking in the Dark

We walked, then, through the dark tunnels, with hardly a care in the world. We were hand-in-hand, and I thrilled at your touch. We talked in hushed tones, reluctant to wake up anything that might be lurking out of sight. The tunnel we were in just then began to slant...