Sleepus Interruptus

Sleepus Interruptus

I can’t remember the last time I had a regular, steady sleep rhythm. At the least it’s been months. At most it’s been several years. I know that at least one contributing factor is my ongoing battle with anxiety, though it’s been a few weeks...
For the Love of Sleep

For the Love of Sleep

Yesterday was a difficult day, the first I’ve had in quite a while (if you don’t count the panic attack I suffered the first couple days of the year). It was bad enough that I took the first emergency klonopin I’ve needed in weeks. On the one hand,...
2018 Retrospective: Mental Health

2018 Retrospective: Mental Health

As a result of my brief stint in jail, I knew there were some changes I needed to make in the care and treatment of my mental health. I had already been contemplating switching away from the clinic in Lafayette. But the events leading up to my violent fugue were proof...
The Next Stage of Treating My Anxiety

The Next Stage of Treating My Anxiety

It’s been about six weeks now since my latest adjustment in the treatment of my mental health. I started seeing a new psychiatrist, who actually took the time to spent just over an hour with me at our first appointment. That’s already a significant...
The Experience of Derealization

The Experience of Derealization

There’s this strange artifact that occurs with anxiety. It also occurs with people who have been through trauma, suffer from PTSD, stress, or depression or anxiety. It’s a condition called derealization, and it takes two forms. One is when you feel like an...

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