Motivational Lows and Daily Living

Motivational Lows and Daily Living

I admit it. I haven’t done very well at self-care this past week. It’s not that I’m struggling with my mental health, really. More, it’s down to the fact that my motivation levels have been low the last week or two now. For example, I have...
Little Windows of Mental Unwellness

Little Windows of Mental Unwellness

It’s weird. Almost every night before I fall asleep, I experience these moments of emotional chaos that are some combination of depression, anxiety, and snippets of other emotions that all coalesce into a slurry that makes my nerve endings stand on end. I know this is...
The Reality of Disconnection

The Reality of Disconnection

Several years ago, I was a fairly prolific writer. Long thoughts, short thoughts, essays and articles and stories. All came pouring out from my fingertips almost in a flood. There was some ebb and flow, of course, but overall I was pretty consistent in my output. I...
Seven Hours In An Emergency Room

Seven Hours In An Emergency Room

I stand in the waiting area of a local emergency room, standing because I cannot bear to sit, cannot bear to hold still. I’m on day four of Panic Attack #ItDoesn’tEvenMatter, and I can barely hold myself together. I’m at the emergency room because I...
Unexpected Pathways

Unexpected Pathways

This past week has been a whirlwind of the unexpected. I started a new job at Subaru of Indiana Automotive, Inc., something I never anticipated I ever do. I’ve avoided anything to do with factory work over the last three years as I’ve fought my battle with...